When your baby’s not with you…

I came across this post in our APAS group and right in the middle of work, I welled up. Hello my babies in heaven 🙂 Reposting this for all mums who have loved and lost. ************ Message from God A mother has a baby, this we know is true but God, can you be a […]

Going Back To Work

“No one should ever ask themselves that: Why am I unhappy? The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question, it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change […]

Happy Birthday, Angel.

  Dear Basti,  Hi love!  I wish I were there, taking a photo of you blowing that blue cake for your second birthday. The truth is, I hate blue (I always have) but you like it so much that I do not have any resolve to go against what you want. I think it is […]

What is your ‘Faith Song’?

“No one can comprehend what goes on under the sun. Despite all the efforts to search it out, man cannot discover its meaning. Even if a wise man claims he knows, he cannot really comprehend it.” Ecclesiastes 8:16

What Is Your Cross?

 This may come late. After all, the Lenten season is over. However, two days after Easter, my life felt like semana santa. This week has been full of suffering, doubt, feelings of betrayal and so on.  I know that Lent is usually about sacrifices. Us carrying our crosses. Us offering our sacrifice. So that […]

Sacrifice and Selfishness

  I got a smack on the head last night. Having my episodes is always a sign of PMS. I always tell myself, it’s just the friggin’ hormones! Despite that knowledge, I am always sucked in to this abyss, feeling hopeless… just succumbing. I do not know what is happening with my life. All these years, […]